Last night I briefly had it all, for the first time in my life.
My Michael was back in my arms. I was overjoyed.
I knew I'd be able to wear my engagement ring again, and that made me very, very happy. I really miss that ring.
I clung to my husband and I asked him if we could find a way to have more sweet babies like Michaela. He was all for it.
I had this lovely feeling of contentment and fulfillment. It was delicious.
Then I woke up.
Our minds and hearts take us to some amazing places.....I recall a dream so vivid with Paul as well. He was back in our house, talking to me, comforting me, hand on my cheek.....I can still recall it 20 years later....I do believe that those dreams that come from the deepest parts of our hearts are little gifts to us....gifts to let us know that we are still connected. And, that eternal life will be so glorious and we will have it all....then. Praying for you because I realize that everything I just wrote does NOT take away the ache, loneliness, pain you feel here and now, on earth. I am so sorry for that ache.
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WOW! I bet that was amazing. How amazing you are for writing it down.
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