Last night I briefly had it all, for the first time in my life.
My Michael was back in my arms. I was overjoyed.
I knew I'd be able to wear my engagement ring again, and that made me very, very happy. I really miss that ring.
I clung to my husband and I asked him if we could find a way to have more sweet babies like Michaela. He was all for it.
I had this lovely feeling of contentment and fulfillment. It was delicious.
Then I woke up.