I'm pretty nervous about tomorrow's pregnancy test.
Every other time (five IUIs, first IVF, and the FET) I always had another option - something else we/I could try.
But, this time there is no other option.
I'm a forty-two year old widow.
I'm out of options.
I really want to experience joy again.
I want to be the recipient of good news, of an incredible blessing.
What does tomorrow hold?
Joy or more heartache?