Saturday, September 4, 2010

Uncertainty

I'm pretty nervous about tomorrow's pregnancy test.

Every other time (five IUIs, first IVF, and the FET) I always had another option - something else we/I could try.

But, this time there is no other option.

I'm a forty-two year old widow.

I'm out of options.

I really want to experience joy again.

I want to be the recipient of good news, of an incredible blessing.

What does tomorrow hold?

Joy or more heartache?

9 comments:

  1. You deserve good news, you deserve joy. I hope you get a big fat positive.

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  2. I'm praying for joy!!! I agree with fuzzy up there...you SO deserve it!

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  3. I'll be thinking joyful thoughts for you, lovely Joannah.

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  4. Hoping for the very, very best girl! xoxo

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  5. Waiting right along with you and sending prayers above.

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  6. I am saying JOY.. I want the best for you and you SOOOO deserve it..
    Thinking of you and LOVE YA..
    Hugz...

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  7. JOY, JOY, JOY!!!!

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  8. Praying for you this morning!!!!

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  9. Oh, I hope today brings you joy and peace. I've been reading for over a year and want this for you so much.

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